Detritus

Nothing tells a story like dust

Debris encased in concrete
Not like it’d ruin a thing
Unlike dirt under the carpet
Or sewage backing up the pipes

Not the leaves you kick: they fall under the tree
Ants in an ant mill, nescient of the breadcrumb trail

Seconds Apart

[A lyrical dialogue, best read on a browser.]

I thought
you were gonna say the words
I liked your silence
but not that day

You said
the words I was gonna use
I thought
no use in repeating
what she’s just said

We thought that day would set things right
Today, we set the record straight

I love you
(One one-thousand)

I love you just the same

I loved you all along
I love you to this day


The Sickener / The Voyeur’s Seat

Nevermind what I just said
Pay attention to what’s next

Nevermind today
It’ll make for a funny story someday

Nevermind me
I’m not the messenger
just the observer

I’m not exposing you
You know enough to pay me hush money
I know enough to know you don’t bluff

We know better than to open that box

Popcorn lies
Wink, soft-porn vibes
Front-row seats to the sickener

Sex sells
like your little tells
You might despise my stealth
You’re a voyeur yourself

Crisis Lines

Adult life sucks.
When you’d have the strength
to fight wrongdoers,
to keep your stance,
you’re just too busy
dealing with your traumas,
battling your demons,
feeling like the one to blame‒
every other day.
Any other day I’d write a wonder.
Not today.

There’s no use…
misused.
I could have used
a little help.

At times,
I can’t help but cry.
What could help but try?

A lot more to say;
This isn’t where I end‒
only where discretion starts.

Negatives

Gaslit mind, mine is blind.
Sunlit eyelids, covered eyes.
Afterimage, booby prize.

It couldn’t be any different,
Out of sight, out of mind.
A snap of a finger (hypnotic drive).
Brainstorming impulse; cloudy eyes.

While karma’s a bitch,
trauma is its son.
Creativity is a burden;
It might as well die.

All the photos I refused to take,
All the group photos I was left out of,
Aren’t making it any better;
The negatives neither.